Build to last part-2.

3:23 AM. As always, Feeling absolutely sleepy.

However, I wanted to start the discussion about the first attribute

Laziness:

This attribute I think, is pretty common among most of us. I somehow caught this/developed this into my personality during my early Graduation days when time was ample, goal undefined. Till that stage my schedule was pretty tight. All of a sudden, there is no one to make me do things. I was on my own most of the times.

At this juncture, this super slow poison called Laziness entered my system and has been the top-most self-destroyer till date. Believe it or not, it took seven years for me to realize and most importantly accept that I turned lazy!

This attribute robbed away many things from my life. Right from good grades at College to many more such things.

When we think about it, Profit of being lazy is .. that day will be completed unproductively. It's not that Laziness makes you happy. Losses are numerous.

It just keeps your goal one day away from you. These one days accumulate and keep pushing your ideal way of life away from you.

One of you am sure will throw a rotten tomato at me and yell.. dude what's this? Didn't you know all this while that if you build laziness into your system, that will push you away from your aims?

I would rather wipe that rotten tomato, smile at the person who threw it and inform him

Mr. Tomato thrower, I knew this all along . However, it never occurred to me that I must jot all my attributes some where, do a profit - loss analysis and build the attributes only if Profits outweigh Losses . This process of analyzing attributes, keeping the profitable ones and dumping the useless ones occurred to me very recently and here I am.. trying to do that.

So out of experience ( 7 years experience Mind it! ) I came to the conclusion that Laziness sucks big time. I MUST sleep only SIX hours a day and must be doing something or the other rest of the days.

My decision would be to avoid Mr.Laziness's company as much as possible and if I really ever had some time to kill, it's better to do the P-L analysis for everything.

Hope you will enjoy reading this blog as much as I enjoy writing it ( stolen-standard-dialogue :) )

BiNgO

ThE dReAmEr!

Dream.. Protect.. Achieve.

Build to Last.. Part 1

Thats a stolen title and people who read that book will know that. For rest of you, please feel free to remember that this is a title created by me :)

Just now( 3 AM to 4 AM ) had great food and tea . Kept thinking many things that are making me unhappy. Giving me sleepless nights ( sleepless mornings rather! ) .

By the time I finished the food, mind felt lazy to think and felt like dozing off. Tried to hire an auto - the Indian Taxi but failed. Walked almost two and a half miles to reach my abode. Strongly felt like writing a post on my very own blog and here I am.

I am not even sure if I will complete my flow of thoughts.

First things first,

There are few attributes of mine which always gave me hard time. I tried to list all of them below

• Laziness
• Forgetfulness
• Loose tongue
• Fickle Mind
• Take it easy kinda nature.
• Lies
• Fear

May be I did not list them all. Above listed are the attributes that came to my mind first.

I know most of my readers ( if any !!) are intelligent enough and well aware of Profit - Loss Analysis.I always preach people about Profit-Loss Analysis though I never followed it myself ;)

Its high time for me to practice it!

Simple logic.. If you are doing something which is constantly robbing your happiness ( and sleep for that matter :D ) Why The F you should hold that attribute? Sounds simple enough doesn't it?

Its 4:53 Am and feeling very sleepy. Will continue my flow in the following posts.For my readers convenience, I will be posting these thoughts in several parts . So that it will be easy for you to read it in proper sequence

bInGo

tHe DrEaMer

Next is What?

Don't be to eager to scroll down to the bottom of this post to know what I am speaking about. It's again same thing .. Confusion :) . I am not too sure if I will maintain that at least?

Last but one post on May 20 and Last post on Aug 30. Today its 11-Oct-09 2 AM.

Not bad back to blog pretty fast this time...

I will be granted a new role at my work pretty soon.. the one I was speaking about in my last post.

My Brother is now an almost-dentist. Passed BDS in first class.. Pretty happy news :)

Same old complaint about my self .. not at all concentrating on weight.. eating almost every food coming on my way. May hit 90KG Mark soon :) .. Pray god that wont happen and that I must reach my dream weight 73.

I've grew my hair long again. Trying to wear Pony tail as frequently as possible. Wearing that at office and roaming around. I don't know but I somehow feel doing that removes all the inhibitions I have in my mind. and make me better person.

Books? Yea coming to that. finished Much Obliged Jeeves again! pretty cool stuff. Right now trying to finish 36 short stories by Jeff Archer.

I think its time for me to move away from fiction for a while. I'm getting quite bored. I am supposed to learn Programming languages! Well, I somehow wanna learn the LAMP solution Stack as its open source and I think have thats what organisations worldwide need after recession.

What else.. Yep This Oct 18 my bike will be one year old :) It crossed 5000km mark yesterday.

Learning new technologies, Weight Management , Personal relations management ..

Music, and redefining how I look... being transparent to my Mom and Girl more often.. trying to do these all at one go..

Wish I could blog more often and try to make my self a better person .. and reach those ten things I listed some time ago..

Bingo

tHe DrEaMeR